that time i recorded with one of my idols

i’ve known chuck mosley for 15 years and over the last ten we have spent a lot of time on the phone, on the road, and damn have we texted a lot, but besides an old band of mine opening for him and a near collaboration for a compilation cd we had never made any music together.

indoria, a project …(hang on chuck just called…ok, 35 minutes later, just heard 2 new demos for songs and tried to tell chuck how i would “produce them” and he told me why he wouldn’t do it that way) i helped start back in 1998, had been dormant for a year as michele and i adjusted to life with 2 kids, but we had 8-12 demoes floating around between us. Adam and i reached out to each other and said lets see what we have. starting in late 2013 we listened to various tracks and cherry picked a few to retry, a few to rework, and discussed some cover ideas. by spring of 2014 we had 8 tracks picked out and added 5 songs from previous releases we thought we could possibly rerecord and give a better life to. one of those songs was my favorite tune off our first disc, but when my ideas got a little grandiose, we put it on hold for a possible future release.

as usual, we asked the world of michele and gave her little warning as to our recording plans…no matter. in june of 2014, she came, she sang, she conquered. all in a few quick sessions.

One song, what i feel, felt incomplete to me. there was a breakdown part that i had wanted to a lead guitar/key/something lead to really keep the energy from the rest of the song. i gathered a list of guest musicians that we knew who might be cool to work with. at the top of my list i had the two guitarists from vua, chuck and tim. i thought i’d love to hear chucks noisy guitar swirling around tim’s clean powerful tone again and since vua weren’t very active, they might be game.

i played the song over and over in my car and tried to “sing” some possible guitar lines to give them some direction/idea was i was thinking about. my only fear is that some files i recorded that day will leak out into the public someday 🙂 while doing this, a melodic pattern started to emerge and i realized lyrics were forming more and more, each time i did it and by the end, i didn’t picture a guitar lead there anymore…just a third verse that was very different than the rest of the song.

i got adam to flip on the mic at his studio and tried messing around with the pattern and both of us seemed to think it might work. the part was more of a spoken thing than a melodic part, so i thought i had found my part on the song that up until then had been sung by michele solo. i came back that weekend and did about 5 different takes, and i really liked one of them. i was surprised, proud and excited.

in july of 2014, adam helped chuck record vocals for a special demo for a label (that is a post for another time) and i was able to sneak in some background gang style vocals. that night, we played a few songs from the new indoria for chuck. i noticed he was singing along with michele on one of the songs and we asked if he’d want to get in the vocal booth and ramble along to the song to see if anything seemed to fit.

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he took a dozen passes through the song, which he hadn’t ever heard before, and he already had a good grasp on what we were going for. i thought he sounded awesome singing with my wife…like awesome awesome. so i wrote some of the lyrics out for him and also wrote the lyrics out to the third verse i had recorded. he sang that part along with my vocals and i’ll be honest, i got chills. i love this guys voice! hearing us singing together was very cool and for about 12 hours i was on cloud nine…then, i realized, i needed to cut my part out and add michele. she recorded the next weekend and managed in just 3-4 takes to match chucks unique delivery in a way i never could (listen too the way he sing’s “there’s” during the line”there’s a secret i need you to know” and how he holds it out and raises…)

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later in july, adam rerecorded his bass part to reflect the new vocal pattern and we brought in jon vinson an awesome drummer to give the song some teeth. in the end we released 7 songs in december 2014 under the album title, there’s a gleam.

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one of the songs is called home now and is a revamped version of a song called southbound (which i wrote on the night lebron made his south beach decision) home now was written on the day lebron announced he was coming home. the song doesn’t fit the vibe of the album, but it was a moment in time that needed to be shared.

just before the album came out, chuck let us know he had hit hard times and needed help. we decided to release the album digitally two weeks early and donate a portion of each sale to his family., we also added the track to his site and he gets 100% of that.

i am never going to be a rockstar, but i am happy with a lot of the music i have been a part of, and this track and album have been the most rewarding yet, which reenergizes me to get working on the next indoria (work is already in progress) not everyone can say they worked with one of their favorite sings and even fewer can say they wrote a duet for their wife to sing with that singer 🙂 i’m glad that when my kids hit their teen years and dad is the lamest, nerdiest dad on the planet, i have this track to play for them to let them know, once, for a brief time…dad was cool.

here is the song “what i feel” featuring chuck mosley free to listen to:

you can also donate to chuck by purchasing the song at:

chuckmosley.bandcamp.com

or buying/downloading the full album at:

indoria.bandcamp.com

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you’re a mean one, mr. grinch

hey,

i’m a little late to the party this year, but back in 2003 my old band the firmary recorded a version of “you’re a mean one, mr. grinch” for a planned christmas album by strangelove recording that never ended up getting released. this was the first time my wife (at the time just a friend) recorded music together. take a listen, download, enjoy, and please share.

You’re a Mean One Mr Grinch

i really enjoyed this night. William had demoed the guitar, drums and synths and mike added the bass, but as we recorded we felt something was missing, creepiness, of course! so we enlisted william’s wife, natalie and my friend, michele to help us start the song off with a different xmas carol and then when william’s foreboding guitar slide came in, it really gave the tune a dark vibe. similar to that, the end of the song seemed to lose some of its intensity, so we added a few layers of melodic vocals and the most unsettling, random drill noises we could record.

i miss the firmary guys a ton. soon after this recording, i started dating michele and then by next fall i was incorporating the band into my proposal to her. in 2004-2006 we struggled to find a permanent drummer. eventually my own insecurities, marriages, babies, and the grind of a band that can’t get back into a groove broke us up. i’d love to get these guys onstage again someday to put a cap on all the awesome things we did accomplish.

happy holidays, happy new year and don’t worry, i’m sure ill post this again at the end of 2015 🙂

douglas esper

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Enormous painting of chuck Mosley for sale

So,

In striving to become one of the most random blogs out there, I have offered to help artist pip Logan sell an awesome/enormous painting of one of my favorite musicians, chuck Mosley (and a spot on version of his dog fredo) pip is trying to move the painting quick to catch up on after some unexpected bills hit all at once. The piece is huge (about 4 feet by 5 feet) and is titled “a man and his dog(I know it was you, Fredo)” pip is asking for $2500 bucks and knowing her work (and what a pain it was for her to get chuck to sit still for more than five minutes) I think that’s a steal. Chuck has offered to take a photo with the painting, personalize a VUA cd or vinyl, and call you to thank you for your purchase.

There are several photos of the progress of the painting on pip’s facebook page, along with several other great and more affordable pieces. Here is one shot of the painting:

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I know there are a lot of both chuck Mosley fans and pip Logan fans so this could be the ultimate piece for someone’s collection. Don’t hesitate to reach out with questions.

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lazy blogger award 2014

the good news is, even with all the craziness life has thrown my way, i’ve still managed to get some editing on my novels as well as squeeze out a few new short stories (oh yeah, and there will be a new indoria cd in the next couple of months that we are really proud of)

the bad news is that i have been very lazy in updating the blog, spreading news, writing reviews, conducting interviews (though there are a few fairly new ones on domaincleveland.com)

 

so, instead of a new post, i’ll just post a few songs from the firmary, a band that i loved that never released anything (mostly because i was a wreck at the time the band was going…that and weddings happened and kids started being born heh)

first up is “short story long” one of the faster, punkier songs we had. it was a blast to play live and william’s solo was awesome everytime. my lyrics were nerdy as usual…dealing with elements of a thriller story with a tidbit from bassist mike’s experiences working at a chemical lab

A Short Story Long

next up is a tune that we never recorded (william if you and mike can ever find it in your hearts to put up with me for a few days, i’d love to get this recorded properly) this is from a live show recorded by adam probert of strangelove recording. it is called “dear ndugu” we usually opened with it because it had a cool spacey intro that gave us time to do a quick soundcheck before going full blast into a song.

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lastly, a song that we played live from the first show on as our closer, but whereas the live version was a huge industrial monster with layers of feedback and guest vocals and chaos, this is a stripped down piano driven version recorded in william’s basement that i always wanted to use as a hidden track on the album that we never released.

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i hope you enjoy. thanks for indulging me in a selfish post down memory lane. any and all feedback welcomed.

here is william and i live at the phantasy circa 2003

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Chuck Mosley on new FNM

The interwebs have been buzzing ever since, earlier in the week, Faith No More started a twitter account, and stated, “The reunion thing was fun, but now it’s time to get a little creative.” Various sites have cobbled together articles speculating that the band is hinting at a new album or at least some new songs to play at the 2 dates announced, thus far, in July. Since I couldn’t sleep anyway, due to the excitement caused by that possibility, I decided to chat with Chuck Mosley, former frontman for Faith No More, and get his thoughts on the matter:

Douglas Esper: Last night Faith No More put up a Twitter account and teased the possibility of new music and new tour dates.

Chuck Mosley: They should have me sing on at least one or two songs on the album.

Doug: I agree 100%. What would you bring to the table this time around?

Chuck: I would (expletive) wail on those tracks and make people wonder why they ever got rid of me. (chuckles) But seriously, I think me and Mike (Patton) could complement each other really well on a song.

Doug: So, let’s say you couldn’t be on the album for whatever reason, but they asked you to come to the studio to produce. What advice would you give them before they recorded their first new music in over 15 years?

Chuck: On one hand, I would say to know what’s out there and be better than all of that, but on the other hand I would say don’t pay attention to whatever is out there and do whatever it is you want. Just make sure to take it to the next level. To tell you the truth, I don’t even know what constitutes a good rock album these days. Who is around anymore?

Doug: Pfft, I have two kids, so I know Elmo, Thomas the choo-choo, and My Little Pony…Maybe a little heavy for rock, but there’s Mastodon, Baroness, or maybe Queens of the Stone Age…

Chuck: Foo Fighters.

Doug: Those bands have been around for several years and are not newer, and really, Faith No More was never just a rock band.

Chuck: It makes me wonder what I’m going to do next. I have ideas, but sometimes I feel like everything is dated. I feel out of touch with all the pop stuff that is out there, besides a few bands here and there. I enjoyed playing with Billy’s band (The Talking Book) down in Chile last summer, but that’s not rock either. The bands I’ve seen lately and they are doing stuff that’s been done for 20 years. I would say to Faith No More to record an album that will inspire another 1,000 imitators.

 

Look for a full length feature with Chuck at Faithnomoreblog.com in June! And, of course, check out chuckmosley.bandcamp.com for digital downloads of his latest music.And just to make you jealous, i added a photo of the original poster artwork for the reunion show in Philly back in 2010 🙂

Douglas Esper

Feedback always welcome in the comments section or at douglas@douglasesper.com

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